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It’s almost my birthday.
feeling a slight emptiness. not sure if it has to do with my best friend kiera being across the country or me having a hard time swallowing growing up. actually i guess it’s both. cheers to the freakin birthday weekend though. i’m happy and blessed to be here so le’ do it. #emotional #22 years standing #personal on the bright side, i’m super close with my best friends again. i’m so glad relationships didn’t drive us apart for good. the love i have for my family and best friends is just too great for my own heart sometimes. #personal note to self: cut all ties, period. #forgive me for caring about your well-being #personal #sad day #awkward don’t get me wrong, i’m so happy now but i just have such a heavy heart for my past. i wish i could just dump old feelings. #personal i just really want you to be happy. even if i’m not the cause of your happiness. #personal #word to my ex
& don’t let me get started on my sister…
ok i’ll start anyway since i’m already ranting. she was legally married on valentine’s day of this year but her actual wedding is this saturday. she said there would be NO ONE at all in the wedding party but her and her groom. i was a little hurt because we are each others only siblings and i would’ve been her maid of honor. i didn’t want to be selfish so i said alright but i’m still acting like one which is cool because we don’t have time to bond often. so yesterday i speak to my mom about what i’m supposed to wear and she’s like, “we will find something but taishalle has a nice flower girl dress” WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK? so apparently she puts our (fake) yet adorable little cousin in her wedding but not her blood sister. i am probably so selfish for thinking this but i’m really hurt over it actually. i won’t bother her about the issue because she’s stressing about all of the family coming in town tomorrow and everything. but i’m really sad actually. #rant #personal #family
bros before hoes my ass.
can i just say i think my best female friends bf is a bitch nigga. let me tell you all why. first off why is his facebook name long and fucking basic like an idiot? then i went to visit her across the country in oklahoma and he decides to show out. he picks a fight w/ me in front of her entire family. her parents were on my side and she went to console him. didn’t ask him to apologize or anything. he dressed like he’s in 7th grade .. like over sized clothes and air forces ugh. he had a daughter but he’s not mature at all. he’s like 26 and was yelling in my face because i told her little brother to say excuse me after he burped. i looked at him in the face and just said, “you are such a class act”. like how do you ruin the one weekend she has with her best friends she hasn’t seen in 2 years and everything is just fucking cool? not only do i not give any fucks about him but i’ve lost so much respect for her. it’s sickening actually. like she’s the one person i actually didn’t expect this from. i’m so disappointed in her. he’s just some hoodrat gone army and i’m fine with that but i honestly don’t give a shit about that relationship. i always want the best for my friends and he is far from it. it’s like someone fucks you right & tells them they love you a bitch loses her mind. get your priorities straight people. 8 years of friendship < 3 months of fucking. #personal #hurt |
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